Thankful

As I have no desire to write tonight I shall simply list off a few thankfuls..... sounds like a good idea to end the day on a positive...
1) God's mercy is never failing
2) Brenna's prayers that encourage me
3) A truly wonderful husband who just happens to be my best friend and helps me so much on this journey

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