Let's Pray!

 
 
So you think Abraham's will be intimidating? I know I did. If you got o EAC, you know what I am talking about. If you don't go to EAC... Abraham's is a group of prayer warriors that has been meeting together on Mondays for ... oh forever (20 years plus). I have long wanted to join their ranks but always felt a little... unworthy.
 
I was afraid to go, afraid I wouldn't even know who they were talking about and that I would have nothing to add to the group. Yes I know these are convenient excuses. Really it boils down to I thought I was too busy and well that I was... unworthy. Yeah I know, I said that already.
 
I have felt the call to go strongly for weeks now but I kept 'forgetting'. You know Sunday morning I would be all 'yeah yeah I'm going to go..." and Tuesday morning I would be going "oh yeah, I really meant to go last night..."
 
I had a visit with my pastor this week and we talked about all the things that were holding me back. We talked about how I felt unworthy, that I thought the Abraham's were like the pillars of the church. He said something that I will never forget... basically it was; yes, they are the pillars of the church and the best way you can honor them is to go pray with them.
 
The other thing he made me do... ok, strongly recommended was that I set an alarm on my cell phone for every Monday so that every Monday I would have to make the choice to go or not. No more excuses.
 
So today was Monday and today I went to pray. It wasn't intimidating, it wasn't weird. I pray for these things anyway, this was just a time of focused intercession. I came away blessed and refreshed.
It was an honour to sit with some of my spiritual mentors and to pray with them, just to sit with the Saviour and lay our church family at His feet . Not sure why I waited so long... join us in two weeks if you want to. I know you will be as welcomed as I was :)
 
Trust me, you won't have to pray in front a huge group, we break into pairs, as long as there are four or more I'm told. If you want to learn how to pray for others? This is the place to do it. Just don't forget a pen and notebook or you'll never keep track!
 
 

Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

September's Story

Image
I feel like I have written a few blog posts in honour of friends who have passed and sadly I have another. This one is close to my heart and has been percolating for a few days now. It feels sacred somehow and I'm not entirely sure I want to share it just yet so if you read know that for all the missing details and possibly inaccurate ones this is my narrative on what has easily been one of the most abstract and yet important friendships my grown up life. Long ago when the Internet was new, there existed these strange things called message boards where you interacted with complete strangers using whatever pseudonym you desired. I don't even remember how I stumbled across the Steven Curtis Chapman fan boards but I did. We were a grand group of strangers who became friends. There were so many of us. One of the younger ones started a community we fondly called Chapmanville and many of us moved in and claimed residency with fictitious jobs and so much more. It was a virtual world
Read more

For Mrs D

Image
Grief has visited me once again. And for all the people I have lost in the last 4 years, this one hurts so differently, so deeply. I didn't know that grief could change my taste buds and make me so afraid to close my eyes. I didn't know you could wake up all ready in tears. This is different. This is the pain of loosing someone who isn't old, who isn't sick but who is your own age and who shares your everyday story, This is different some how. In many ways I am still in shock and survival mode. And so I will write because writing is sometimes the only way I can even begin to let go of the pain. I first met Rose when I was dating one of her cousins. I remember how bright and cheerful Rose was at every family gathering. I really wanted to get to know her but back then my world pretty much revolved around 'the boy.' Fast forward quite a few years... Bobby and I have married, had our beautiful girls and settled  our oldest, AnnaRose into school life at Hillcrest
Read more

50 Years

Image
I love celebrating anniversaries, wedding ones in particular. There is just something about honoring the moment two people chose to join together for this lifetime and face whatever is to come there way. Marriage is more than a piece of paper, more than a legal commitment, it is a covenant made before God to be one and to make it last... every year you can look back and say 'we made another year!' is reason to celebrate. Looking back at the highs and lows, the times you were totally on the same page and those times you were just 'broken together.' It's a great day to look forward and dream about what might still be coming your way. Yesterday we celebrated 50 years of marriage with Mom and Dad and will do so again in 7 weeks with the family in Banff but I couldn't let the actual day slip by without honouring the two who have showed me what marriage really looks like. They aren't perfect and Dad would get mad at me if I suggested otherwise but they have al
Read more